Another year is gone
I’m still all alone
Says a popular song
Alone
Without the family I crave
The life I prayed for
Is not what I have
Despair struggles to get in,
While I barely can shut it out
Hope deferred,
Makes the heart weary
I’m not afraid of getting older
But I feel shame for not having
My dream fulfilled
Yet
When will my reflection show
Who I’m inside
Restlessness fuels
My movement
Feeling too weak
To be frustrated
Feeling too tired to be tired
But my Redeemer is strong
The Lord of hosts
Is His name
And I know He’s fighting for me
To hold my peace
Is all I’m required
Even that
Seems like a chore
Heal me Oh Lord
And I shall be healed
Safe me and I shall be saved